Alpha-Test

I remember the nights the warm nights. When we would run barefoot hand-in-hand across the fields. Late at night when the moon illuminated our faces. The wind blew back our hair as we laid in the grass, stargazing. When we kissed softly in each others arms. I miss the days of endless love I miss the barefoot weekends.

How can I express my love without going overboard? We have known each other for years now, and been through so much. You like everything I do. You think the same way I do. It's so different. In life, people always try to change me. But not you. You have always been there. Even though you have your own problems, you were there. I knew from the start, years ago, it was you. Through everyone saying I was fake. Everyone saying I wasn't good enough. Everyone that formed this shell that I can't seem to break out of. You were there. You made me happy. You opened me up. You always have been, and always will be the one. Without you, I wouldn'

Dear Santa, If you're so special can you answer me? Can you tell me why this world is what it has to be? Can you give what I need, not what I want? People who will love and not taunt? Can you bring back those old feelings of excitement? The ones I got when I was young? Is there any form of treatment For the damage that's been done? If you're so special can you give me real friends? One's who won't laugh when trouble impends. Can you undo the times I've messed up? And maybe make me not as stuck up. Dear Santa won't you answer me? Won't you please deliver these things to me. I may not want an object, you see. But an explanation